Yesterday was my first time driving our Nissan X Trail that we just purchased in Australia. We found a really great deal and bought it off the internet! I never did a test drive, leaving that to Greg. See, I have a confession: I’m scared to drive in Australia. First of all, the traffic drives on the opposite side of the road to America. The actual steering wheel is on the right side of the car as well.
Everything about driving here is counterintuitive to me. I’m looking over my right shoulder when turning right only there are no cars coming from that direction. They are coming towards me in the lane to my right! There are traffic circles everywhere and I have to pay attention to stay in my lane and give way to traffic on the right as I use them. Then, there’s the blinker. It’s located where I’m normally turning on windscreen wipers in a rainstorm. So, instead of cleaning the glass each time I need to turn, I find myself concentrating very hard just to flick them with the proper hand when I need to signal.
As we are living in a small country town with Greg’s family until our furniture arrives and we settle in Newcastle, I decided it’s a good place to practice my driving. We went into town to the Medicare office and to the beach, only about a 15 minute drive. Luckily, I didn’t have to parallel park and pulled straight into a spot. I had Greg at my side, the left, no doubt, as I was driving and he was a great help to me. He kept reminding me where to look and encouraging me that I was doing great. My oldest son, Brett, said when we arrived back home, “Mom, I know a sign that you did well: we are all still alive!” Thanks for the encouragement, son.
I found myself dreading every turn and traffic signal and wondering how long it would take me to get used to this. There will be a day that driving will be second nature just like it was in America. After practice in different cities, day and night, heavy traffic and light, I know I’ll wake up one day and know that I can do it and won’t second guess myself anymore.
It’s much the same with God when we have just given him the steering wheel of our lives. If we have always been a worry wart, it feels odd to suddenly surrender control and trust a God we can’t even see with our present and future decisions. Going to God in prayer feels unnatural when we have been seeking our own common sense our whole lives.
To step out in faith feels scary at first. We can find ourselves looking over our shoulder for impending threats. Even using new “Christian lingo” feels odd like putting on a pair of shoes that haven’t quite molded to our feet. At every turn we wonder if God is really there. Before we truly know the voice of God in our lives, we have to rely on mentors to help guide us. We must make a concerted effort to trust and believe what we are being taught. Like using a GPS to help us drive, we must form new habits that will guide our Christian walk like going to church and reading our Bibles. We may even have to research things a little further and use our concordances more often. Scripture isn’t yet memorized and our road map might seem confusing at times.
With time, however, as God shows himself faithful to us, we begin to know the still small voice that belongs to our Savior and we can quickly respond when he calls. Even when we have doubts, our confidence comes from a proven track record and familiarity with his ways.
As I look back at the last decade of my walk with God, I have trusted him with more and more of myself. I have begun to trust God wholeheartedly with my finances and my future. Things that once felt so hard like giving a tithe, are now second nature to me. Based on experience traveling with God, I now know scripture like I knew my way around Cedar Park. Hearing God’s voice is as reassuring as the nice Australian lady on the GPS; I now know I can trust him.
As I get more familiar driving in Australia, I will be praying for those who are just getting familiar with our Savior. I will be conscientious of the roads while at the same time never forgetting what it feels like to be a new believer.