“Hurry up and wait” is the phrase that I seem to live by these days. We have prepared as much as we can thus far in our journey: Visa application submitted, trip to OZ budgeted and planned for this week, house for sale, de-cluttering in progress, video being made for our fund-raising when we get home… medical checks done.
The future seems so clear on one hand, yet so muddy on the other. We know where we will be in a couple of years. I can envision living in Newcastle with an awesome church that is growing and thriving. The kids are loving their schools and life is great. Brett knows how to surf, we spend holidays with our family, Sam has an Aussie accent and I can drive on the left side of the road confidently. I have a permanent visa to live in Australia as long as I want and our vision continues to grow for all that God wants to do in and through our family and church. Life is good!
I know some of the steps that are going to have to happen before we get to that place. It’s the timeline that’s muddy. I know our house in Texas will sell eventually. I know we will put our belongings into a 20 ft crate and ship it overseas. We will say our goodbyes to family and friends. We will have raised $100K for our church. We will rent a house in Australia. We will buy a car (or two). We will start our church with an amazing launch team of people who feel called to help us get it off the ground. We will have a website and a logo. You get the point.
The hard part is that I really have no control over so many of these steps. It’s the same for all of us. We have vision and dreams for our future. We know where we’d like to be in 5 years. The questions is, “How do we get there?”
Every significant person in the Bible faced a situation full of unknowns. Just think about Noah building that ark for a few decades when there was no rain in sight! The good news is that juxtaposed with unknowns is our God who knows everything. The Alpha and Omega, our God prepares the way. Just like He prepared the way for Jesus through John the Baptist. God sent the wise men on a journey with provision for Jesus in Bethlehem long before he was actually born.
He sent Moses to deliver the Israelites out of Egypt while they were still in slavery. Boaz was ready and waiting for Ruth once she took a risk and left home with her mother-in-law Naomi.
Every time I start to get impatient or worry about how the details are all going to fall into place for us to get settled in Australia, I’m reminded of this trend! I’m reminded about every phase of my life up until now and how there has always been a season of preparation and waiting before actually eating of the fruit.
We all know you plant a seedling and it takes decades to grow into a shady tree. We understand pregnancy takes nine months. We tell our kids “good things come to those who wait.” Every athlete works and prepares long before a national championship.
Waiting and preparing is oftentimes the hardest part. I will not be disqualified because I quit. I won’t miss out on important lessons I need to learn before we step into the big shoes of being Senior Pastors. I will take each day as it comes and cross off the items on my to-do list without stressing over the items carried over to tomorrow. I will wait with excitement upon the Lord to open each door He has for us.